Profile Risingfromash: Shy Submissive Part TIme CD

Basic Information Tell us a bit about yourself.

I Can Speak English
I Would Describe Myself As Gender confused but prefering to be femimine in nature and considering exploring and furthering my feminization. I am a complex indvidual but who is not these days. Sometimes I am on my knees which makes me rather happy and other times I have someone else on their knees which makes me happy seeing them happy. Of course, there are some I respect and trust too much to challenge. I love being a dork: playing video games, writing, painting miniatures, watching movies, dressing up and doing Cosplay, Roleplaying, and more are all incredibly enjoyable to me. My kink list is massive and always evolving as I seek to try out as much as I possibly can. I am incredibly loyal choosing few to really trust but those that earn it gain it for life. While I enjoy feminine forms the most I am starting to warm up to real men. By that I mean men that treat me like a human being, that are kind, and that are honorable. So my good qualities: Honest, compassionate, lover of kids and animals, loyal, playful, love to cuddle, a good secret keeper and listener. My bad qualities: Nervous, wounded, have panic attacks, have Aspergers and other communication issues, can be ill tempered at times, fear bite (sometimes I get scared and lash out), unsure of myself, confused. Like many people I have been hurt, stepped on and pushed aside making me sometimes crave attention and be a little clingy. Sometimes it is hard for me to see boundaries so really love when people give them to me and pull me over them when and if they want me to cross them. While, I am a switch I recognize those that are dominant or above me and default to them and I am eager to learn more about dominating others before doing so since, I do not ever wish to unintentionally harm someone though, accidents do happen. Also I am an open book with my feelings, thoughts, and just about anything else even if I sometimes have trouble putting them into words so if you have questions please ask them.
Sign Scorpio

Appearance & Situation What's your present situation? Describe your appearance.

My Body Type Is Slender
My Height Is 5' 10 (1.78 m)
My Eyes Are Hazel
My Ethnicity Is Caucasian
My Marital Situation Is Single
I Have Kids No
I Want Kids Not Sure
My Best Feature Is Lips
Body Art Pierced... But Only Ear(s), Scarred
My Hair Is Auburn / Red
I Have One Or More Of These No pets
Willing To Relocate Yes

Status What do you do?

My Education Level Is Some College
My Current Employment Status Is Part-time
My Speciality Is Other
My Job Title Is Shop at Home Shopper
I Make This Much In A Year Less Than $14,999USD
I Live With Parent(s)
At Home It Gets A Bit Crazy Sometimes
I'm A Smoker Yes - Socially
I Drink Yes - Socially

Personality How do you act? What are your tastes?

Back In High School, I Was A Outcast
My Social Behavior Is Comedic, Dark, Flirtatious, Friendly, Observant, Reserved, Shy, Fire Starter
My Interest And Hobbies Are Arts & Crafts, Clubbing / Bar Hopping, Computers, Cooking, Dancing, Dining, Family, Internet, Games, Learning, Movies, Music, Photography, Reading, Religion / Spirituality, Shopping, Theater, Travel, Volunteering
My Idea Of A Great Time Is Clubbing / Bars, Hanging Out With Friends, Going Shopping, Going To A Concert, Going To A Museum, Partying, Playing Dress-up, Playing Video Games, Reading A Book, Relaxing, Staying At Home, The Movies, Trying New Things, Tv
An Ideal First Date Would Be Getting dressed up as a girl and going to the movies followed by or after a nice dinner. Going shopping and getting some new clothes. Maybe going clubbing.
I've Always Wanted To Try I have always wanted to try skydiving. I have also always wanted to try modeling.
My Friends Describe Me As Being Friendly, Obscure, Goofy, A Flirt

Views Views on life.

My Religion Is Spiritual But Not Religious
I Attend Services Never
My Political Views Are I Don't Like Politics
My Goal In Life Is to either become a nurse and help people or to become a fetish/BDSM model or simply do both.
My Kind Of Humor Is Campy, Clever, Dry / Sarcastic, Friendly, Goofy, Obscure, Sadistic, Slapstick, Raunchy

Taste What do you like?

On Tv, I Always Watch Cartoons, Documentaries, Dramas, Instructional, Movies, Re-runs
When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A Action, Science Fiction, Comedy, Romance, Drama, Documentary, Family, Animation, Horror, Thriller
When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To Ambient, Blues, Country, Dance, Electronic, Industrial, Jazz, Metal, New age, Pop, Rock
When I Read, I Always Read Ancient, Biography, Comic, Computers, Erotica, Fantasy, Fiction, History, Horror, Humor, Music, Mystery, Nature, Philosophy, Poetry, Romance, Supernatural, Satire, Science, Science Fiction
My Idea Of Fun Is Hanging out at a club, going to dinner and a movie, watching TV and snuggling, playing board or table top games, reading by a fire, walking a beach, wandering the city, window shopping, dressing up as a girl and going out somewhere, and tons of other stuff.

Looking for What are you looking for in your soulmate?

What Do You Find Attractive? Boldness, Empathy, Flirtatiousness, Humor, Intelligence, Oddities, Power, Sensitivity, Spontaneity, Thoughtfullness, Wit
What Do You Look For? Really it all depends on the person on the inside not the outside. Looks can be overlooked for a great person who is kind, compassionate, honest, and willing to simply accept me faults and all.
What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking? Internet Buddy, Friend, Date, Intimate, Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Domination, Bondage, Strap On Sex, Committed